Category: Melody

My mistake, thinking I should love you,
Shouldn’t blame, it would be so ugly,
I am sorry, but I found my way away,
You are not a part of my life, any way.

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Mouthful of diamonds,
My mouth is full of silence,
Died so easy, wasn’t meant to hurt.
I will scratch and bleed the sky,
Whatever we are going through,
I will be praying for you.

It feels like life is bleeding latex bloodveins,
Cry me a lake full of violet bracelet laces,
In a sweater made of jeansed weather.
Heart is missing, bones are itching,
You would gladly keep on stitching,
But you can’t walk this way no more,
Little baby doll, you are such a whore.

Between day and night,
From yes to no,
What’s inside my mind,
You never know,
You better hold on tight,
We will make it right,
Take a bloody bath in light,
Share pain at night,
In this fuckery we might,
Finally feel alive.

If only I could fall in love with you,
Write of all the beautiful things you do,
All the master games you put me through,
Feeling forever safe in your arms,
Believing you will never do me harm.

Chapter I

Swimming among the ones who talk,
I was wishing and my wishes came true,
Still circling in my mind when I am alone,
Only when I swim among the ones who talk,
I am lonely and my heart takes time off.

Chapter II

Must keep my shoes clean,
But mud’s purpose ain’t bad,
It’s the people that are dead,
They beg you for the rescue,
And you pledge your soul,
For lies sweetening your life.

Chapter III

I am losing my sleep,
Over the dreams that shouldn’t ever be real,
And I start to weep,
Because it’s late and I have nothing good left to feel,
What left is pain,
And I am afraid, I will be losing sleep,
Over what could have been my faith.

No one to remember this time,
You didn’t bring them names,
You left them back in the forest,
Looking for your way to the desert,
Where as thirsty as you will get,
Remember, sun shines burning hot,
And night’s kiss is deadly cold.
Look for what’s worth and bear your thirst,
It might be your new home,
You just don’t know yet,
The type of loving you might get.

Even though I am laughing,
Behind the curtains I am breaking,
Inside of me it yields some kind of flowers,
Not the ones that may be given by the lovers,
Wild and sharp, they’ll cut you,
This love is so harmful, I’ll have to leave you.

Within myself I carefully hide,
The reasons why I cry inside.

Bluff and stuff I used to tell,
Thinking it was true, I never knew,
How to explain what I was going through.

Just let my soul rest,
I want my body to protect,
I want my faith to project,
Power of a man not afraid of distress.

Where the hand that never shakes,
Is as soft as Sunday morning,
The eyes that look at you,
Stay still and freeze in time,
The words I say to you,
Speak nothing else but truth.