Author: Black

Mouthful of diamonds,
My mouth is full of silence,
I will scratch and bleed the sky,
Whatever we are going through,
I will be praying for you.

It feels like life is bleeding latex bloodveins,
Cry me a lake full of violet bracelet laces,
In a sweater made of jeansed weather.
Heart is missing, bones are itching,
You would gladly keep on stitching,
But you can’t walk this way no more,
Little baby doll, you are such a whore.

Between day and night,
From yes to no,
What’s inside my mind,
You never know,
You better hold on tight,
We will make it right,
Take a bloody bath in light,
Share pain at night,
In this fuckery we might,
Finally feel alive.

If only I could fall in love with you,
Write of all the beautiful things you do,
All the master games you put me through,
Feeling forever safe in your arms,
Believing you will never do me harm.

Chapter I

Swimming among the ones who talk,
I was wishing and my wishes came true,
Still circling in my mind when I am alone,
Only when I swim among the ones who talk,
I am lonely and my heart takes time off.

Chapter II

Must keep my shoes clean,
But mud’s purpose ain’t bad,
It’s the people that are dead,
They beg you for the rescue,
And you pledge your soul,
For lies sweetening your life.

Chapter III

I am losing my sleep,
Over the dreams that shouldn’t ever be real,
And I start to weep,
Because it’s late and I have nothing good left to feel,
What left is pain,
And I am afraid, I will be losing sleep,
Over what could have been my faith.

In this desert,
Sun’s kiss is deadly,
Night is burning cold.
Look for your gold,
Bear your thirst,
Might be your home,
You just don’t know yet,
The loving you might get.

Even though I am laughing,
Behind the curtains I am breaking,
It yields special kind of flowers,
Not the ones given by the lovers,
Wild and sharp, they’ll cut you,
Love so harmful, I’ll leave you.

Within myself I carefully hide,
Rasons why I cry inside.

Bluff and stuff I used to tell,
Thinking it was true, I never knew,
How to explain what I was going through.

Just let my soul rest,
I want my body to protect,
I want my faith to project,
Power of a man not afraid of distress.

Where the hand that never shakes,
Is as soft as Sunday morning,
The eyes that look at you,
Stay still and freeze in time,
The words I say to you,
Speak nothing else but truth.

Dear blue lake,
I love to look at you,
I wish I could fall into you,
Forget I have to breathe,
Forget the sun and stars,
Feel your warm water washing me,
I wish and I dream so much of you.
I have seen my soul dissolve in you,
My flesh turn into food for you,
Apart in pieces, feeding your thirst.
I will walk back to the forest,
I will search and find the river,
At the top of the rocky mountain high,
Where I once found you.