Author: Black

Within myself I carefully hide,
The reasons why I cry inside.

Bluff and stuff I used to tell,
Thinking it was true, I never knew,
How to explain what I was going through.

Just let my soul rest,
I want my body to protect,
I want my faith to project,
Power of a man not afraid of distress.

Where the hand that never shakes,
Is as soft as Sunday morning,
The eyes that look at you,
Stay still and freeze in time,
The words I say to you,
Speak nothing else but truth.

Dear blue lake, I love to look at you,
Dreaming of swimming in you.
I wish I could fall into you,
Let myself forget I have to breathe,
Forget the sun and stars,
That light up my ever changing sky,
Feel your warm water washing me,
I wish and I dream so much of you.
But I won’t step close,
Because I have seen my soul dissolve in you,
My flesh turn into food for you,
Apart in pieces, feeding your bottomless thirst.
This time I will walk back to the forest,
I will search for flowers and find the rivier,
At the top of the mountain rocks,
Where the water is so clear I can see my soul,
Water that you once used to be,
At the top of the rocky mountain high,
Where I found you spending time alone,
Looking at the wide green dale.
It was your dream to bed down,
In a deep, green velvet valley.

You passed me by and I froze in sky,
That stung, I had to keep sitting down.
I won’t chase, will watch you from afar,
You were the only who could merge in dance with me,
Sun so hot, a touch would burn,
We are meant to stay apart.
But my heart won’t slow down, how could it be?
I will be longing for you from far away, for a while,
Hoping you will come and there will be no war,
No more fights and no more lonely nights,
I will stand within your arms,
Burning down in the light of the dying star.
But the decision was made, it won’t be,
Heart is not the only one, heart is blind,
And heart is ready to take another fight.

Stab me, what’s the purpose of the knife if you won’t gut?
As deep as it gets I will drift upon,
The cuts are great and the edges are sleek.
The way you pull it out and leave, paints me gray,
Don’t you hear the places where echoes are forever left?
Floor soaked it all and now reflects,
Just a half of my face that is left,
To serve as a reminder of what it might be,
That I somehow misspelled.

The sharpest cut and endless tear,
I dug my grave thinking you would hear,
Blurred by the buzz, you wouldn’t care,
And you ran when the bill came in.
Pulled all my gold and all my worth,
But you came just to do wrong.
I will let it be your will,
And let your soul be free,
Because the Holy Grail I gave to you,
Became the last thing I ever spilled,
For you.

Ain’t no body, but you might be my buddy,
Above the cloudy sky, we search for stars,
Come to be together, space dust forever.

Помню солнце цвета янтаря,
Словно память покидает,
Быть ли сну ещё раз на яву, не знаю,
Точно верю, судьбу ещё раз испытаю,
Сново тебя я повидаю.